"'If You can'?" said Jesus. "Everything is possible for one who believes."
I'm so very human, and God knows it. I doubt, my faith wavers, and I question whether He will show up when I need Him most. And I know I'm not the only one. In Matthew 17 and Mark 9, even Jesus' disciples were rebuked for their lack of faith. The guys who dropped their nets, left their lives, and followed Jesus without hesitation were rebuked for their lack of faith. They were called a perverse and unbelieving generation.
I think there are a lot of times when we believe so strongly that something won't work, that it just doesn't. When our negative inner voice is telling us we're going to fail, we don't give 100% of ourselves. I can imagine the disciples saying "I just don't know if we can get the demon out of this kid. I mean, he's seizing, foaming at the mouth, and falling into the fire; that demon's really got a hold on him."
Even the boy's father says to Jesus "if You can." (Mark 9:22) How many times have I said "if You can?" Then Jesus tells his disciples "Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you." (Matthew 17:20)
Do you know how small a mustard seed is? Here's a visual reference:
There are many days where my doubt screams louder than my faith whispers, but it's still there. My little mustard seed, with which God can do so much. I looked at this $9,675 mountain and, in my humanness, said "if You can" to the Creator of the mountains.
I saw my mountain moving because of my tiny little mustard seed of faith. Immediately, a very strong and faithful friend started the 1 of 1,000 event to raise the money we needed. People were giving. Then I got a phone call that we were being given a second prize, the YMCA membership, and then we were told that donations for that prize would be matched. We received more money. Another strong and faithful friend posted our need anywhere she could, and immediately someone responded that our vacation giveaway would be aired on radio in Tennessee, thanks to their friend, a DJ. And we found out we could match $2,000 in donations for the vacation giveaway. We were even given a third prize to give away, and we're hanging onto that one until we draw for our first two giveaways. (Stay tuned, it's awesome!) Yet another friend started a Couponing 101 fundraiser for us.
Let me tell you what God can do with a mustard seed of faith. He can make it grow. He can take a tiny seed and turn it into this: